Not So Happy Xmas

I think I'm going to skip Christmas Cards this year. I can't think of anything acceptable, and as funny as I might think a grim card would be, I'm pretty sure it wouldn't go over too big. But I still have some time to change my mind.

Take A Happy Pill

I've never been one to medicate, but lately I'm wondering if being numb wouldn't be better than being tense all the time. Enough said I guess. I'll just continue to do what I've always done. Man up and deal with it. Maybe I should go for a bike ride, it is a nice day.

I want to RALF!

I really get anxious this time of year, especially if I don't have the money I need to comfortably gift. This has been truly a very stressful, difficult year. I hope to never relive this, but the reality is just because the calendar turns to 2012 it doesn't wipe the slate clean. It might erase the past year's numbers, but there just doesn't feel like there is enough momentum to push things to the next level. I fret over something going wrong that I can't handle, and that concerns me allocating cash to buying things we don't need. Boy I'm a real cheerful cartoonist. Just a barrel of laughs. No wonder I can't get in the right frame of mind to be creative. It is all I can do to keep from just throwing in the towel or going postal on someone.

O Ye Be Unhappy...There is No Joy

I really hate this time of year. I hate that I hate it, but can't figure out why. I'm like poor old Charlie Brown, I know I'm supposed to be happy but I can't be happy.